When I Get Into My Sad Moods

Written by Moon Temple on April 7, 2012
Arranged by Josué Rivera on January 30, 2013
Published in Issue 006

☹when☹i☹get☹into☹my☹sad☹moods☹i☹desperately☹want☹to☹want☹something☹☹i☹desperately☹want☹to☹be☹uncomfortable☹in☹a☹way☹that☹i☹can☹fix☹☹i☹want☹to☹be☹hungry☹i☹want☹to☹be☹hungry☹the☹way☹you☹☹get☹hungry☹on☹thanksgiving☹after☹starving☹yourself☹in☹preparation☹for☹the☹nights☹feast☹☹i☹want☹to☹have☹to☹pee☹i☹want☹to☹have☹to☹pee☹like☹☹im☹on☹a☹fucking☹road☹trip☹i☹want☹to☹have☹to☹anything☹i☹☹want☹a☹tangible☹discomfort☹to☹occupy☹my☹mind☹i☹want☹to☹be☹sick☹☹i☹want☹a☹bad☹case☹of☹the☹flu☹i☹want☹to☹just☹want☹☹to☹sleep☹it☹off☹i☹want☹to☹be☹waiting☹for☹the☹nyquil☹to☹☹kick☹in☹i☹want☹to☹be☹too☹hot☹on☹my☹way☹to☹the☹☹grocery☹store☹i☹want☹to☹be☹too☹cold☹on☹my☹way☹to☹the☹☹grocery☹store☹i☹want☹to☹want☹cocaine☹the☹way☹i☹want☹cocaine☹when☹☹im☹on☹cocaine☹i☹want☹to☹want☹soandso☹to☹ask☹me☹if☹i☹☹need☹to☹go☹to☹the☹bathroom☹because☹gosh☹they☹have☹to☹pee☹so☹☹bad☹and☹itd☹be☹nice☹to☹have☹a☹friend☹come☹along☹i☹want☹☹to☹be☹waiting☹for☹the☹cues☹hoping☹for☹the☹cues☹i☹want☹to☹☹want☹the☹cues☹i☹want☹to☹come☹down☹and☹be☹uncomfortable☹i☹want☹☹to☹be☹uncomfortable☹i☹want☹to☹be☹uncomfortable☹in☹any☹way☹except☹this☹☹i☹have☹the☹kind☹of☹depression☹that☹is☹less☹intense☹but☹lasts☹longer☹☹it☹starts☹with☹the☹letter☹d☹but☹i☹cant☹remember☹thats☹what☹my☹☹psychiatrist☹said☹at☹least☹i☹just☹say☹i☹live☹my☹life☹in☹shades☹☹of☹grey☹i☹am☹filled☹with☹storms☹and☹concrete☹paved☹streets☹but☹little☹☹else☹i☹want☹to☹want☹to☹be☹comfortable☹but☹i☹cant☹remember☹what☹☹that☹feels☹like☹so☹i☹want☹to☹be☹uncomfortable☹in☹any☹way☹but☹this☹