I Keep Wanting
Written by Moon Temple on December 12, 2012
Arranged by Rin Alexander Ascher on December 15, 2012
Published in Issue 004
I keep wanting.
To say I'm sorry, I don't know why.
i'm sorryi'm sorryi'm sorryi'm sorry
You got into fights; a school for the mentally ill. I didn't know they had those...
You were a bad kid. I would have thought that you were hot if I was in high school. At the same time, you were in high school. You played football! (and then you didn't.)
Play football anymore??
It's like an after-school special: you listened to KORN. Do you have pictures of you?
In high school, a high school for the mentally ill, seems like it would make a kid more mentally ill. Wow. That's good. Probably. But.. I was mentally ill.
In a quiet way, I think i dropped out. b/c I 'didn't give a fuck?'
I smoked pot all day, every day. I ran away from home.
((10th: it was, like, April))
"I was already living with my boyfriend, so, my mom didn't say anything."
Because I wouldn't talk to her: I was a little shit. Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was fucked!!!!!!!!!!!
"I just wanted to take acid.... yeah.... everyone was really mad at me. They thought I was crazy and destroying my life."
Yes!!!! I have a GED! It was easy! I scored!
In the 99th percentile for 4/5 of the tests, I only didn't do great. On the history test, I got like a 670, or 'something.'
I'm not good at history.
Because it's facts, I don't remember facts.
Well I'm BETTER AT INTUITIVE THINGS!!
(and reading comprehension)
Well.... the test was things.
Like: in what year did Lincoln issue the emancipation proclamation? I don't know!!!!!
"I remember that question specifically, because i just looked at it and thought. I have never learned this."
I never learned what year.
i am going now good-night.